On April, 16th 2014, Khloe underwent surgery #3 to get another tissue expander to begin her second and what should be her final round of tissue expansion to remove what is left of her CMN on her scalp. Her expander will be removed on July 2nd 2014. As I have said before, we definitely weren't looking forward to it but we knew that this would be the beginning of what should be the end. Below is a picture of the remaining nevus that will be removed this round:
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Getting ready to leave for the hospital |
We were a little concerned how Khloe would handle not being able to have any food (this kid loves to eat) or drink after midnight but she was a trooper. She never once cried for food. She is quite the fan of a bottle and once we gave her an empty one to suck on, she was good to go!
When Dr. Chester, the anesthesiologist, and nurses came back to speak with us before surgery, I was really worried how she would react and if she would be willing to go with them when the time came for them to take her back for surgery. One of the hardest things I have ever had to do is hand my baby over to go to surgery and it would have been complete torture if she had been screaming, crying, and clinging to us when it was time for them to carry her back. We had prayed this wouldn't happen. I am not sure my heart could have handled it!
The surgery before Khloe lasted longer than expected so in typical Khloe fashion, she was walking the halls and entertaining the hospital staff while she waited. If you have met Miss Khloe, then you know exactly what I am talking about! Nana, Papaw, and her brothers being there was definitely a welcomed distraction. When the time came for them to take her back to surgery, she was more than happy to go with them. I can not tell you what a relief that was!
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Walking the halls like she owned the place |
Surgery went well and Khloe got another crescent-shaped 100 cc expander just like the one she had the last round; it is just placed a little further up on her head than last time. When we were able to go back to recovery, she was doing much better this time than her last surgery. After a couple of hours, we were able to leave the hospital. Because she was doing so well, we decided to make the trip home (4 hours) so she could recover in her own bed!

And by the next morning, Happy Khloe was back!
One of Khloe's favorite things to do is go to the baseball field (she seriously points to the window and says "ball") so we were able to take her out to get some fresh air and watch her brother play.
We were instructed that the head wrap should stay on until Sunday morning, however, by Saturday morning, she had had enough and we were able to remove it on Saturday night.
She was a little bit swollen and bruised for Easter morning but that didn't keep her from her Easter Egg Hunt!
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Khloe in Mommy's Easter Dress
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She went for her first fill in Nashville on May 5th, but we were able to do the majority of the fills at home. This was a huge relief because after about 2 hours in the car, Khloe had had enough and would cry the rest of the trip. I guess she could only watch so much FROZEN. It was a rough trip for all of us.
We filled her expander weekly. It is now at 101ccs! They put 10ccs in the expander at the time of surgery and this is how the rest of her fills went:
- Fill 1 (5/5/14)- 16ccs Nashville
- Fill 2 (5/12/14)- 18ccs
- Fill 3 (5/19/14)- 20ccs Nashville
- Fill 4 (5/26/14)- 11ccs
- Fill 5 (6/2/14)- 11ccs Nashville
- Fill 6 (6/9/14)- 5ccs
- Fill 7 (6/16/14)- 5ccs
- Fill 8 (6/23/14)- 5ccs
Grand Total: 101 ccs
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10ccs before any fills |
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101ccs |
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101ccs |
The first fill we did at home, we tried to do at night while she was sleeping. Unfortunately, the minute I wiped her numbing cream off, she woke up. Needless to say, that fill didn't go so great; however, we got into a rhythm and had it down! This is a picture of Khloe right after her last fill EVER! I really do think she knew it was her last and was as excited as we were:
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6/23/14, Last fill EVER! |
I often get asked if her expander (a.k.a. Bubble) has bothered Khloe at all. When we first removed the bandage, she wanted to play with her stitches. We immediately pulled her hand away, let her feel the actual expander and told her it was her bubble and to be "soft." Since then, she has been so good about leaving it alone. Every now and then she will grab it and say, "bubble" (which I am determined to get on camera before it is removed). You can also ask her where her bubble is and she will be more than happy to show you! She is very proud of her bubble. Every now and then notice her tilting her head back and forth oddly. Dr. Chester explained that she is probably hearing the saline sloshing around in there. This has also been confirmed to me by a few older children and adults who have had scalp expanders. I can't imagine how frustrating that would be! Other than that, Khloe hasn't missed a beat! She is developing just as any 17 month old should, which has been such a huge relief to us considering we were unsure how she would be affected early on. The fills weren't too bad either. Of course she cried; not because it hurt her but because she was being held down and this was very upsetting to her.
We still can't believe how smooth this round of expansion went. Having already gone through this once so we knew what to expect. But, I really didn't expect it to go by as fast as it has. Since Khloe is older and walking/sprinting around all of the time, we have tried really hard to protect her bubble as much as we can without making her and ourselves crazy.
With all of the activities and end of the year stuff we have had going on this round, Khloe has been out and about with her expanders a lot more than she was last round. In the beginning, I was insistent that we keep her hat on her head. To be honest, I just didn't want to have to endure the stares and explain Khloe's situation to everyone. However, Khloe wasn't as keen about keeping her hat on as I had hoped and in the midst of life, I stopped worrying about what everyone else thought and just let Khloe be Khloe. And you know what? No one cared! We are so appreciative of our great community, family, and friends who see Khloe for Khloe, and instead of shying away from her "bubble," have embraced her and her bubble! THANK YOU ALL for making this whole process so much easier on all of us.
Now I have to address my feelings toward removal... I am going to be 100% honest and say that I am looking forward to this surgery but it isn't without a mix of emotions. When they handed me the papers from the hospital for this surgery, I felt relief. Like maybe I could breathe, really breathe for the first time since Khloe has been born. However, part of me is a little sad to see the nevus go. While it has been the source of so much fear, hurt, and pain, it is a part of Khloe and will always be. I heard some of the other nevus moms say they felt a sense of loss when their baby's nevus was gone and I didn't understand until Khloe's "mole-hawk" was gone. It is a strange feeling to say the least. Nonetheless, it has to go, it needs to go, and in the end, I can't wait for it to be gone.
On Wednesday, July 2, 2014, almost one year to the day we began her removal journey, Khloe will undergo what should be her LAST surgery for her nevus! Dr. Chester feels confident that she has plenty of skin to remove the entire remaining nevus, and we are very confident in Dr. Chester. While Khloe is in surgery, she will not only remove the nevus but will also clean up the scar line from her previous surgery. Please keep Khloe and Dr. Chester in your prayers!
I can't wait to update this blog declaring that Khloe is NEVUS FREE!
We can't thank you all enough for all of the prayers, support, and love you have shown us and continue to show us throughout this journey! You have all made a scary situation a lot easier, and we are forever grateful. We know God has a plan for our sweet, special girl! Much love!
A Day in the Life of Miss Khloe Elizabeth
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Diva |